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first piece of business-- while doing some last minute christmas shopping, i bought batman UNDEROOS! it looks freakin AWESOME! i was jumping around my room like some mental patient. little boy underwear rocks! it's god awful tight though.

i was watching re-runs of saturday night live earlier and Britney Spears was doing a skit as Skipper-- barbie's sister (later found out she was the daughter of hans solo action figure and her "sister" Barbie). anyway, she made a reference to easy bake oven, which totally made me think about my own easy bake oven. I remember when the craze was ON and every girl wanted an easy bake oven... including my sister AND me. so we finally got one for christmas and we were SOOOO excited to use it but the only lightbulbs available were 60 watts and not 100 like the instructions said. We used it anyway and never bothered to replace it. we made half done cupcakes, cookies, other really non nice tasting things but we were still proud. Somehow, it never occurred to us to leave it in a little longer, we just ate everything half raw! aint no shame in that.

I remember we used to open all of our christmas presents VERY carefully the night before christmas. I got a tea party set once... haha, yeah me, a tea set. it was real china and had little teapots and tea cups and everything. I was thrilled, i really was. we had a late night tea party and put real hot chocolate in them and drank in them, then washed them, and then i wrapped them back up carefully. it's crazy how such little things made little people so happy. i really seriously wonder what kind of tea set would make me happy now.

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Saturday, December 18, 2004

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i'm so tired that i'm scared to lie down because i know it'll hurt. you know that feeling when suddenly all of your muscles are relaxed and your body doesn't really know how to react so you can feel your spine just letting go and it's like falling into a 4th dimension or something. it's an inward, outward falling. pain. i thought i was coming down with something but i think it just has to do with the fact that the cold weather is finally here. the wind, the cold, the teasing moments of warmth and then the cold and wind again. i forget how badly i hate this cold during the summer because now that it's here...ach.  "flashbacks of being in love" 

love to me is knowing someone's night time routine: noxzema, colgate triple action, crest reach, mint floss. to this day, noxzema still makes me sick to my stomach. i don't have the guts to buy it because i'll probably never use it, and i know that's not going to make me appear any better looking, unless i'm destined to be on "The Swan" or "Extreme Makeover". 

when IS the best time to meet a significant other? winter, summer, spring, or fall? i've met significant people (at the time) in all but the winter but for some reason i feel like that's when i'll most likely fall hard. does that make any sense? there's something neat about thinking of shedding layers and layers of clothes down to nakedness.  something fabulous about body warmth in bed when it's most needed. something comforting in knowing that when you fall ill, someone will bend over backwards to fulfill your crazy delirious whims. sex is supposed to decrease your chances of catching a cold, i read it in maxim. hah, does it count if it's meaningless? haha

there's a sense of completeness in ending each day with a few thoughts, but to do it every day is gratuitous. but then again, it may be something one looks forward to, the way i do. *blink*

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Thursday, December 02, 2004

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i forget that i hate instability as much as i hate monotony. i dont know if i'd rather know exactly what to expect every day and suffocate in sameness or to have things constantly coming out of left field and you go to bed every night wondering what else could possibly happen from the time you lie down to the time you slip into subconsciousness.

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