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Monday, January 31, 2005

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if love means hate, do you hate me? or do you love me? ... *silence* thinks about it... if he says "i hate you" then it means he loves her but if he says "i love you" and playfully means hate, he will have said "i love you". *awkward silence* damned if you do, damned if you dont!

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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

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It's been so long since I've posted...can't believe all the changes. I stole this from Rucker, who I'm sure stole it from someone else who stole it from someone else...but it was all I could think of to post at the moment. Feel free to steal it and post yourself!!

LAST:
crush: tough one
last good cry: today
last library book checked out: can’t remember the last time I checked out a library book for myself
last movie seen: Friday Night Lights
last book read: Under The Boardwalk
last cuss word uttered: ferk if I know
last beverage drank: water
last food consumed: mac and cheese
last phone call: my mom
last tv show watched: American idol
last shoes worn: brown clogs…great shoes to slide on in the winter!!
last cd played: usher: confessions
last item bought: hmmm..can’t remember
last downloaded: mockingbird by eminem
last disappointment: I have those daily
last soda drank: wow, it’s been 6 months (other than the small amt of sprite used w/ crown..hehe)
last thing handwritten: grades
last word spoken: short term memory loss here
last IM: can’t remember that one either
last weird encounter: going into a health food store and having to stick my tongue out so I could be told I was full of toxins!!
last ice cream eaten: vanilla milkshake from sonic
last amused: nothing amuses me anymore
trippin on drugs?: not today
last time in love: define “love”
last time hugged: today
last shirt worn: brown sweater
last time dancing: new years?
last poster looked at: britney posters on kens walls

What happened:
1 MINUTE AGO: I was answering these questions
1 HOUR AGO: watching American Idol
1 DAY AGO: working..basketball game
1 WEEK AGO: same as above
1 YEAR AGO: here’s where the long term memory loss comes in

Body
1. What do you most like about your body? My eyes
2. And least? My butt
3. How many fillings? NONE!! (and I go to the dentist every 6 months..lol)
4. Do you think you're good looking? I’m not THAT vain

Firsts
First job: video store
First screen name: aratay_00
First funeral: an aunt
First pet: a dog named Penny

First one that mattered: huh?
First love: matt
First big trip: washington

Random
1.Spell your first name backwards: arat….haha
2.story behind your username: a professor at UGA called me “Georgia peach” b/c of my smile

3.Job: educator
4.Birthday: july 12
5.Fav Food: cheese pizza
6.Nationality: American, german, irish…mutt
7.Shoe Size: 7 1/2
8.Eye Color: blue
9.Grade: I’m FINISHED!!
10.Career goal: to make a difference

Describe Your:
1.Wallet: black to match my purse
2.Pillow cover: baby blue…to match my sheets…lol

3.Handbag: yes
4.Cologne/Perfume: Tommy Girl, Obsession, Beautiful..depends on my mood and the season
5.CD in stereo right now: one I burned..full of diversity
Do you like candles: love them

Do you believe in love: define “love”
Do you believe in soul mates: most def
Do you believe in love at first sight: no
Do you believe in forgiveness: only once

Social Life:
Best girl friend: jen/dawn
Hobbies: sports
Do you have a job: yeah
Do you attend church: on occasion…not like I should
Do you like being around people: depends on my mood

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: my parents??
02. Has been there through all the hard times: my parents??

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: my mom and my grandmother

Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: there’s ALWAYS a chance

Do You ..
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes ..and they are always frightening
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes
Wear makeup?: it would be a scary sight if I didn’t
Consider love a mistake?: in some cases
Have any secrets?: too many
Have a secret crush?: no
Have any bad habits?: too many to name
Believe in ghosts?: to a degree

Current:
[ Mood ] content
[ Make-up ] yes
[Music] variety from itunes
[ Hair ] blonde (actually, strawberry blonde)
[ Worry ] to the extent that it makes me vomit!!
[ Smell ] cucumber melon and jasmine vanilla

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Monday, January 03, 2005

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damn, i was going to write about my holiday but i realize that there is just too much to say. it was mostly good, some sad, and lots of food and alcohol. isn't that just normal everyday life anyway? holiday or not. quality time w/ the family is always good, but family has this very draining effect on my emotional well-being.

although i find it hard to see this at times, i think things always get good at the end. It's like the last few pages of a really good book. Goodbye 2004 and best wishes for a new year! Oh, and Happy Birthday Wishes to Rico!!

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